* rainbow. princess. sunshine. snow. <3

'o9

2009-02-05T16:22:00.001+08:00

i`m leaving in 2 weeks . gosh .. ive been home for almost 2 1/2 months edi .. feels Damn damn fast lor ..

this time , perth is going to be reali different . ill be living out .. with new housemates . and i think the biggest difference , would be the absence of ur presence . no more visiting me during the weekends . no one to chill with me at night , no one to teman me do assignments . no one to siao eat supper with me . haih . actually there are alot of stuff that im going to miss ):
i guess its not so easy to let go and forget them . thnk u for everything . thnk you for being good to me . thnk you for the memories .

2009-01-02T13:49:00.002+08:00

hmm . i think ur here .
bt duno if u kno where i moved to ..

bt doesnt matter , even if u kno - i dun care lor ..
cos u are still the same lols still abit bitchy

hi --

2008-12-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

Hey !

i`ve moved ~ if ur still interested in my lifee (:

msn/ facebook me for my new url ~

happy new year ~

p/s: Housemateeee !! if ur here --

YOU should lor cos i alwys online on ur com --

i miss youu !! i hope ur doing well !!! =)))

2008-12-25T03:50:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyone !!! =))

2008-12-24T02:55:00.002+08:00

bcos I went for Sue`s going-away-party-to-China .. they all claim that i hvnt been updating !!

cos im back in KL and i`m enjoyinggg laaa ..

we actually took HEEPs of photos. bt i hv to wait - as usual la. for the girl to pass to me!! AND she better lor cos she is leaving edi! rwarr *

i also had a girls night out wit my fav girls last weekend to renaissance where we relax, enjoyed and unwind. it was awesome. that wan also i hv yet to steal photos !! soon soon ! then got photo update. then before that we had a little bbq party ...

and ---- its Christmas and my brithday this weekend !! yayaa =))

will post some photos uppp Asap !!! miss the few monkeys back at perth.

and wishing u guys a merry merry christmas !!! muaxx (:

2008-12-01T17:10:00.001+08:00

i`m home
i`m home
i`m homee =)))

2008-11-07T17:18:00.002+08:00

dear blog.

how you ? i have 2 exams (~!~!~!~) on both monday and wednesday.
i kinda gave up on my corp accouting subj edi. sobsob*
but will do some revision on sunday. just in case.
there is a petition going around for that subj cos the unit controller is an ass.
he doesnt give any help. there has been no guide on exam format. and the marking scheme for the case study n tests were ridicoulous (?).
so now im paying more attention on the other 3 subjs. haih. guess ill be doing summer.

2008-10-29T22:07:00.001+08:00

fat, fat, fat, FAT !!

i need to lose at least 20 pounds before i reach KL .

cant afford to be fat - need to wear nice clothesss <3

11 days to finals --- wish me luckkk ~ 4 papers in 2 days

faints*

2008-10-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

envy.

jealousy.

something for the boys ; )

2008-10-23T05:32:00.006+08:00

something the boys will enjoyy ~

tee hee ><

i went to a strip clubbb =)))))))))

but it was quite boring . cos see girls strip onni -__________-

its 550am now . got corporate law test at 11

wish me luck - cos i died doing corp accounting case study T_____T

=(((

2008-10-08T15:20:00.005+08:00

omg. AUD at 2.52 !!!!

sometimes i duno why i bother or i care.
cos the things you say to me can be really harsh.
sometimes i kno u say cos u hao ngam, sam yuen.
but listening to you say them still hurts.

shopping much ?

2008-10-08T05:57:00.001+08:00

Omg. i think i`m addicted to online shopping !
it`s so fun esp here cos so many ppl ship to australia !!

ahhh . i just saw a Jimmy Choo clutch bag, Coach wallet and LV bag i like !!!
bt they are all out of stock !!!!!! criesss*

hello..

2008-10-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

just done with tuition free week zzz
dint do much. saw jay and belin afew times. play maple, eat bababa -.-" loll.
got alot of work to catch up on, esp corporate accounts zzz i hv a case study (20%) due that i hvnt touch yet zz thursday got corporate law test!
on the bright side, corporate law is going to be open book tis sem !! yayy <3
finance seems to be going fine. almost got distinction for asignment !!! argh. tulaN !!! rwarr .. loll

AND. going home nxt month !! yayaa <3

oh. fuck la. AUD keep dropping. supposed to be good bt mom and dad bought when it dropped to 2.9. today its at 2.59
SHIT. rugiii nyaaaaa ..

2008-09-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

I Can't Wait To See All My Friends + Family !!

thank you for being so real.
A thousand times I failed, still your mercy remains and should i stumble again, still I'm caught in Your grace

i Was Stranded !

2008-09-30T19:50:00.001+08:00

ohmygod. what a night.

got stranded . zzz went to chinatown for dinner - then forgot it waas public holiday so dint check the last bus home. then reach the train st, the housemate and i tot of calling cab to go home - call twice , waited 1hr Plus le !!! also nv come . zzzz

then call jay to pick us up frm city . damn cham lor zzzzz

i sometimes feel australia damn sien lor . esp their taxi system .
call that time must be at a place where the taxi can stop, call must kno the exact address and canot flag taxi wan . wtff zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i wana go homeeee ediii !!! at home i stranded also in a car. grrrr.
summore i nv bring mentol out. stress**

tired.

2008-09-25T08:19:00.002+08:00

it`s been a long time since i left home and came to perth.

life here is alright. quiet, peaceful - abit too quiet for me tho.

workload is so much more - sometimes i just want to run off, cos i get soo tired.

tuition free nxt week. bt before that i have a 30% test on friday. and tuition free week is not even work-free. its the week where i have to catch up with all my assignments, research, case study + study for test.
haihhh .. cant wait to go home ) :
i wana go homeeeeee

sometimes i wish i had more strength. maybe it's time i trust someone stronger ?

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10

short update

2008-09-11T13:28:00.003+08:00

just a short update:

test in 2 days! ugh! horrible. blogging from my housemates lappie. zz he super kepoh, i write abit, he read out loud zzz waddafark.
Zomg! i put salt. on my ulcer last night, i kecut abit, and bleed abit. now WORSE lor. i canot even touch water liao ):
going to do groceries in abit, stock-up on icecream!
haih. going to hv porridge these few days ):
curtin is crazeee. alot of robberies recently. they come up to you with a knife, luckily i am on anti-social mode so nv go out at night.

p/s:housemate reading again, just tried to strangle me and he go wtf zzz haha

Zomg.

2008-09-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

help.
i have 2 ulcers ):
cries* one is so effing huge that it hurts even when i drink water. i wana put salt on it, bt im too scared it`ll hurttt ):

And spring is nt my fav season anymore! i keep getting sick. yday was in bed the whole day! grr* headache. and kept feeling cold. i even off the fan and closed the windows And i was Still Cold! wat the hell !?!! no more headache edi, bt just still feeling abit cold.

but good news issss .. law corp may be an open exam this year!! yayy!! i like <3
they are still discussing about it- but most likely it will be !! yayy <3
then i no nid struggle so hard liaoo , just nid to focus on finance (zzz) and corporate accounts! <3

im going home soon! so excited. cant wait to be homee. can drive!!
and i heard got alot of new clubs in kl. weeee. then can see all my frens!! and bibit!
mom and dad says bibit is getting old ): even all his misai is white now. bibit is almost 8 tis year.
korkor buy me new bibit!! hehe
but i hv to do summer back home ):

just a short update. and a shout out to ms Shelby Chin !!
where in the UK are you??! MIA so long. i miss youuu ):

gotta hit the books now! test on saturday morning. (eww)

uni.

2008-09-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

uni started a month ago, and ive been slacking.
corporate accounts and law, is getting real tough - i dont even understand what im reading zzz i am so into my own world, until i can start day dreaming in tutorials. i hv been missing quite afew classes, more than ive ever missed.
i want to do well and all - bt just cant seem to do it.
haih.
sometimes i wana go home ! and go back to vu.

lol

2008-08-27T04:59:00.000+08:00

i have been MIA for too long.
blame THREE people , and ONE game.

melbourne update !!

2008-07-01T17:59:00.006+08:00

Some photos from St. Kilda beach area.

and in front of Crown/Yarra River.

The other guy in the photo is one of matt`s housemate, and fren from high school, Kah Kit.

His girlfriend came over from KL today. hahah

Yay! Got another girl in the house -- or not its just me =(

Kena bully !!!! =Ppp

their famous Fat Bastard burger. lol

but its NICE !!!

During.

After.
Oh, Matt gain .5kg lol after eating tis =Ppp

I'm SUperWoman !!

We're heading over to Great Ocean Road area for 3days tmw.

Rented 3 cars -- going with 10 other people ! lol .. i foresee alot of Alco !! and Poker loll .

update from melbourneee !!

2008-06-29T05:00:00.003+08:00

hi hiii !!

im updating frm Swanston St, Melbourne !!! at matt`s house !! melbourne is pretty nice, its reali windy which makes it really cold.
matt lives in an apartment, on the first floor. according to him, there are alot of these old buildings/factories which have now been converted into apartments, and alot of students are staying there.
loll . stay here reali become vampire.
sleep at 5,6am. wake up at 3,4pm @@

so far, ive been to the casino, st kilda beach, club Se7en, and the city
its pretty nice. melbourne got ALOT OF FOOD!!! thnk goodness i dont stay here, or nt ill become some fatty edi!!!!! =Ppp
going to Great Ocean Road and 12 Apostles this wednesday. 3day,2night trip (:

sobsob*

2008-06-18T14:20:00.002+08:00

my housemate just left ):
sobsob*

now my house is pretty empty. cos last week 1 left.
then today 2 leaving.
then 1 is alwys MIA.

so now its just me and Jess, bt Jess is the one wit the ass-of-a-bf.
and 2 of my housemates are moving out this sem, so i have 2 new ones coming in, and they are both angmo girls - frm aussie.
loll. my housemate and i were hoping they were going to be asian girls, then can mix mix wit them loll.
the bf is still hving exams. double papers tmw too!! lotsa luck bii <3

and, im going to melb next tues !!!
and i miss mommy n daddy !!!

they sent some photos, frm the dinner at home with my aunt n uncle, and my cousin- wit her angmo(bt nt so good looking) bf who just came frm UK to visit.
wahhh make me miss homee ):
mommy asked if i wanted to come home , wanted too.
bt then im going melb so i oni get to go home for 2,3 weeks -- thought it was nt much , so might as well stay back and see perth, and spend time wit jay and yong !@!@!

FUCK OFFF !@!@!@!

2008-06-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

ahh!!!

i damn tulan lor. fuck la. my housemate`s bf.
ok la. at first he okok la. altho he talk alot of crap and whenever he talk i sorta just tune out cos i lazy to layan. then recently, he`s becoming REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING.
mayb he feels that he comes over almost everyday, so he is practically like MY housemate. BUT YOUR NOT, YOU ASSHOLE.

he uses my cutlery, plates and all, and then nv washes it.
alwys leave it with the dirty dishes then nxt morning usually the gf cleans up, bt sometimes i wana use it as well !!
then just nw after exam, im tired. exam ended at 9. im cold, frm walking back from uni. and im thinking of making something to eat. and as i am cutting the cake. he takes the bowl i put the cake into, and places it on my head WTF
then 2,3 mornings ago, he bang on my door at 7 IN THE FUCKING MORNING, wanting to play a prank on me. lucky i was still awake, cos studying zzz
then i DAMN STONE. WTF.
and then in the middle of the night, i on the corridor lights, cos when i come out of my room, its dark. and i want the lights. then just now he like annoy me by asking me why do i keep the lights on, and that people get shot for turning the lights on.
JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT FUCKING LIKE THE LIGHTS ON, DOESNT MEAN I DONT LIKE THEM ON. U BASTARD. ITS MY HOUSE. I WANT TO ON THE LIGHTS, I LEAVE THEM ON.
and today morning, i realised my toothpaste is missing frm the SINK!!! WTFFF

2008-06-04T15:16:00.001+08:00

my finals in 6days ):
i`m scaredddd ...

all the best for finalss !!!

2008-06-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

qi li xiang .

jian dan ai .

2008-05-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

missing home.
and the lifestyle.
family and frens <3

autumn

2008-05-15T21:27:00.007+08:00

chili mussels!
yumyum

the lasagne bf, housemate n i cooked !

cute bird at UWA !

horny aussies

siao pohh !
bt i miss ):

AUTUMN !!

its pretty huh !!?

tattoo !!!

2008-05-15T04:36:00.000+08:00

IVAN !!!

ivan just got one !! i jealoussssss !!

i so freaking want oneee !@!@!@!!!!

4am in the morning !

2008-05-15T03:53:00.002+08:00

it`s 4am. and it`s raining.
and i`m supposed to be catching up wit LOTSA work. bt here i am, dreaming. zzz lost track edi.
and the media player is playing rounds of emo songs. songs that have lines like turn back time, all good things come to an end. and it makes me think of soo many things.

home. frens. memories.

coming overseas is nt such a fun thing.
exchange rate kills u.
cooking, cleaning gets boring after awhile.
and the syllabus is freaking tough. i am barely surviving 2/4 of my subjects. i just want finals to be over. let me pass them both. and then sem4!!
i can feel the stress liao bt i still can slack and Blog zzz

i was just thinking of things that happened 6 to 4 yrs ago.
cant believe its been that long. and so much has happened. everyone is all over the world now, doing their own stuff....

i miss them.

emoemoemo*

where wld we all be if things dint go as it did.

(:

2008-04-30T03:11:00.002+08:00

uni is fucking big. and i live on the right side. and i walk to class on the LEFT !!!

mango lo in perth. smoother ice

sunway days .

2008-04-18T17:40:00.004+08:00

yesterday night ivan was telling me that he miss me - kelv and matt.
he says he miss us coming ~~late~~ Very Early through the back door. then he said yday he came in late then sit at the back row all alone.

its funny lor. i nv reali tot i wld like being in sunway that much. bt it was really fun!!
in lecture taking photos wit drene.
then kok wai alwys ask me go smoke in toilet. (wtf!!) or nt he come pao my menthol lights!! alwys!! grrr.
then got jeff stoning at the side- alwys. cos ALWYS go tani until late late.

then there ivan, yoong and gang. all the clubbing. wah i remember there was one period we go almost everyweek lor. maison mardi !@!@ wahh happening wei. KL roxx!!

then today after test- which was pretty awesome!!
i was walking home and listening to my sexay ipod ~ and then i was listening to some reali catchy songs. and i reali wanted to like sing and jump, dance around bt canot. cos shy ><
last time alwys got matt and boyfriend there. so paiseh also at least got those 2 to teman me (:
bt usually they wont join wan lor T______T

but i reali miss those times.
and i really miss matt. and boyfriend. i miss their company. their laughter. i miss doing online quiz wit them. then we sacrifice 1 person then the other 2 get full marks hahaa. i miss them so muchh!!! haih. last time i got 2 boyfriends.
now i got ZEROO!!! T____T

sometimes i wish we could rewind, and go back in time.

aaaahh !@!1

2008-04-17T15:09:00.001+08:00

finance was so $*&@*#&@*#& hard !!!!

tmw got law test !! then i`ll hv a week break !! to chillexxx ~

damn , i miss home ):

wahlao

2008-04-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

stupid girl !@!@!

{ mX (*) } - if - says:
u really go australia become nerd

{ mX (*) } - if - says:
worse than me, shuf and shelby edi

2008-04-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

ahh . sien

finance test at 8AM tmw. australians are mad

wish me luck. i am nt ready !! ):

and its 30% !!@@!@!

nerd alert

2008-04-09T00:41:00.002+08:00

i tell you ar .
i come to aussie to become a nerd and cleaning lady chibai

got test on saturday !! accounting 101. sibeh tulan. sat also want to test wtf!!
then hor hv to study like shit . and then got to do assignment !! accounts again, sibeh sien and fucking hard lor i tell you. they divide into 13 parts . the 1st part i 90% wrong cos of fucking GST INCLUDED LIAO I DINT KNO I GO INCLUDED AGAIN !! SIBEH TULAN - u tell me la!!

then hor nxt week got finance and law test. wtf . sien like fark - law summore closed book !! chibai !!
i tell u past few days ive been studying like kuku oni trying to catch up wit the syllabus - in my defense its SO MUCH TOUGHER HERE OK !!!

nt oni that. fucking alot of milipedes crawling from under the front and back door of my flat cos its been raining. chibai!!! then afew hv found their way into my room almost everyday ! then i hv to vacuum vacuum vacuum . chibai i tink my housemate and i probly vacuum like 100 of them edi. sibeh tulan then when i complain to office. they say oh its normal bt we canot use pest control cos need to use alot then hazardous to u bt as long as u keep ur place clean they will stop !! chibai my room sibeh clean la . everyday vacuum bt still got!!! KNN

lol . angry angry angry . vent* vent* vent*

wtf wtf wtf

2008-04-01T18:41:00.006+08:00

guys.

i think i`m pregnant . shit wei .........
lucky im here. away frm parents - then at least i dun hv to worry so much, in case i want the baby . cos i would love to hv a lil baby to care and love for
.
bt how ?
kelvin n i still studying .

oh shit...

nah, just teasing -

happy April Fools muax !

australia is having crazy weather spells !!

first its hot like shit last week at camp. and when we came back it started getting cold . and yday it raineddd !! frm like 8 till 12plus, then it stopped awhile n started raining again !! i was so freaking cold wei . it dropped to like 18degrees !!!
and i skipped all my classes yday cos everytime i get ready to go to class it starts to rain and frm my flat to uni is like a 20mins walk - u all kno me la , im slowwww =Ppp

and today it dint rain . bt its like 21degress now. bt at least it isnt raining (:

im hving frozen pizza for dinner tonight cos im too lazy to cook up anything. no inspiration plus accounts is getting harrrrd !! im abit worried.

and !! argh . i just wasted my free login to Perdisco (tis online site where i hv to do my finance assignments) . so now i dont hv enough logins to complete my assignments zzz so now i hv to pay AUD34.10 to get 24/7 login . actually quite cool la 24/7 login BUT 34.10 !!! aaaaahh its like 100rm man . haih nvm nvm . lesson learnt . and is for EDUCATION . daddy says canot kiam sap hahaha .

its almost mid-sem edi. got 3tests ! and 1 presentation nxt week . and the week after that. then i hv a week of hols !! yay !!! bt will be busy wit assignment cos i hv one due during the hols . then probly going to do some clubbing !! hahahahahaha
and probly some bbq-ing cos that time it`ll be mid autumn and abit colddd. so warm heat frm the bbq would be cool ! hahaha (:

anddd boyfriend and i are scouting for cheap flights to melb !!! so can visit my other bf !! i miss youuuu soo muchhh !! hehehe =Ppp and can see kor kor !! and jackk !! and shuf !! i will spy on alvin for u !! hahahah =Ppp then i tell u that ur so much better than all the girls there =Ppp

okii . time to make some soup !!

i misss you all back home !! and i miss VU weiii !!!

sending you lotsa loveeee !! mmmmmmuax <3

2008-03-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

i feel reali reali low now .

and lost .

and i duno what to do .

and . i feel like im so disconnected from you .

i feel so broken inside .

easter ~

2008-03-19T20:13:00.006+08:00

hey guys!! its easter tis week !! and ill be away for easter break !
going to church campp !

oooh i tink i have some photos of my housemate birthday ! and you can see the DINNER boyfriend and i cook ! it waas yummy !! muaxx !!

updateee ~

2008-03-06T16:50:00.005+08:00

wahlao . nv update also kena scold . wtf

its oki . i kno u missed ME (:

today i went to bf`s house . and on the way home - i took the bus back, a new route . cos i usually take the train . and while i was walking , i just took some time to notice the things around me . the people . and i realise that this IS actually a reali nice place .

and last night . boyfriend and i went for a walk at night with roy (bf`s fren) and then we walked to the bay . and at night , it was reali reali pretty . and u could see the city lights . not only that , while we were walking we saw so many pretty stars . its actually pretty awesome (:

and then when we walked back home at 2am. boyfriend and i got a little hyper - so we went screaming and running on the road - cos he say in the day canot do . lol but its reali nice . cos at night it gets reali windy and while u run , u can feel the wind blowing against you .

and today on the way back , i also took the time to look around . see the neighbourhood - trying to soak everything up . and . Yupp . i reali do like this place (:
it`s so different from KL . it can be abit sien , but when u hv frens = its reali nt that bad after all ! (:

and tmw !! there will be a dinner party at my houseeee - 5 of us . me, boyfriend, roy, my housemate - gerald and his fren !! hahaa im so exciteddd (:

MY FLAT !!

2008-02-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

hey peeps !

i just got my internet . and my phone ! yay !

my number is edi on my msn - so save it plsssss (:

text books here are FREAKING expensive wei . around AUD100 or more per book . wtf . damn tulan but no choice , hv to get .

tmw is boyfriend`s O-Day . where all the clubs and societies come out to play . yong ask me to go hv a look then in the evening he send me home . tmw i dont hv tut . so after lecture at 10 then i go over to nedlands !

internet here is pretty fast . faster than kl . but they charge u based on ur usage . fuck . i`m paying 20dollars for 2gbS . damn swt lor . i tot come here can hv some fast internet connection . wtf

its summer now . and its FUCKING HOT LIKE SHIT . BEH TAHAN WORSE THAN KL IS 38DEGREES WTF and the ANG MO ALL EXCITED . wtf sohais

and perth has strange tasting water . damn suck wei

first day at uni

2008-02-25T13:24:00.002+08:00

err . boyfriend found his house edi last night . wongyong n i drop him there . then that place is like 15mins walk frm uni . but ok la . if he doesnt like it , nxt sem wongyong`s room mate will move out then he can move in with wongyong then Awesome ! cos will be like my second home.
hving bf move out of my place - damn sad wei. at night no one to talk to , or play game with. tonight no one to cook dinner with . or eat with. wongyong is right lor . living on campus is reali lonely. plus on campus is a freaking 20mins walk Zzz .

had lecture today . wahlao damn sleepy like shit !
then first week got tut. wtf . tulan @@
and i hv no books . went to check out all the secondhand notices , but wahlao at least 50AUD = RM150 !!! beh tahan . and angmo very dirty ! yes yes. and they make the food very strong smell . even kelvin n i beh tahan @@
duno wtf they cook lol

today i went to the bank to make an account. hopefully, in afew days time i can get my phone and internet then everything will be easier for me !

missing home, family and frens alot !!

update frm the land down under !

2008-02-21T11:47:00.002+08:00

i`m currently using the pc at bf`s uni.
supposed to help him find housing - but here i am . updating.
i`m still staying at wong yong`s place - but ill be moving to my room over at curtin tonight.

perth is nice. its pretty. the view from King`s Park at night is reali NICE ! and there are alot of trees. and there are nice parkways .

AND I JUST SPEND AUD$4.50 on 2 bottles of 750ml water @@

food here is pretty nice. been to chinatown edi. nuthin much alot of Lee shops . and got grocery place. got luncheon meat !!! and black bean fish in the can !!! and klang bak kut teh (bf got excited) - the flavor packet.

will update again soon .

forgot to bring camera out again !! aargh . mx going to chop me !

love love love <3

2008-02-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

Dearest baby biBii (:

it`s that time again when love is in the air , and everything is pink and red and full of hearts . and all about flowers and chocolates . when most of the people around goes out in twos . and have dinner at little round tables with only the flicker of light from the candles as light .

it`s been so many 11ths . and so many months since we`ve been together . and throughout these many many months, my love for you has grown and multiplied so many times that i`ve just gave up keeping count.

although there are times when we fight , argue and quarrel - but i`m glad that no matter how bad it is , we've managed to find a way to overcome them and become stronger together .

who knew that You would leave college and we would end up in the same uni
who knew that despite everything that happened before , all the misunderstandings - we would still be together , being frens then was also a question . what more a couple.
who knew that we would overcome so much , and be where we are now .
who knew that despite everything . you still made me feel that way .

And in a weeks time when we both pack our bags , and take a flight to a place that is new to us . but i`m not scared because i Know that no matter what happens u`d be there to hold my hand , and lead me, and walk every step with me. actually, i`m a little excited to see what is in store for us there ( :

through you i`ve learnt to be My own person , and also to be Yours at the same time

your love brings me to places . your love frees me from all that holds me back .
it encourages me , gives me courage , keeps me grounded , makes me stronger .

And i`m glad that I can call You mine .

And i want to thank you for everything you have done for me <3

Happy Valentines Day ( :

Love ,
Girlfriend ( :

2008-02-10T03:23:00.000+08:00

leaving .

is not such an easy thing anymore .

i miss home . mommy . daddy . bibit ) :

2008-02-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

tonight is CNY eve !

happy CNY all .

tonight i am hving one sien dinner wit my mommy`s side - usually with daddy`s . and mommy`s side is like 100 christian = NO gambling . NO alco . NO ciggies .

haih sien like hai . lucky 1 fren n his family joining . not so sien Zzz

and wtf - why is no one replying my sms es ? Grr . BIte Bite

<3

2008-02-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

my baby rox ~ hahaa .

muax .

anyway , CNY is coming soon - and i`m also leaving soon .
And my parents cant stop cari gaduh with me . today i wake up at 1030 (fucking early compared to what time i wakey) just to go lunch wit them , then i kena fuck again zzz seriously damn tiu lor . haih . at least things are abit better edi

bf is going to UWA - matt is going RMIT . i hate them lor cos all their exemptions are working out . except mine - i tak dapat 1 subject . but kj says it will be ok , go there talk to them then kau tim edi , so im reali hoping for the best !! cos Curtin`s macro econs is a 2nd yr subject . so if im lucky one of my 2nd yr subjects i wont hv to do !! pls la

anyway i edi pack like 30% of my baju - and all my winter clothes . hvnt packed all yet cos i still nid for CNY ma . haih . im so going to miss KL . lucky bf i going with me .
my accommodation is going well i guess cos im going to be stayin in Curtin's hostel while bf is planning to rent a room somewhere near UWA . so during weekends we can still visit , and go out and have sleep overs =Pp and cook .

MATT U HAVE TO COME VISIT OKI ?

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ok la . some photos time of what ive been doing during the hols !

with family - in vietnam

Cuci tunnel in Vietnam, where they hid from sodiers.
it`s that tiny , see that girl , she is about my size n age !

Halong Bay limestones.
the fish and octopus is on those fishing boats , where this fishing ppl live .
they actually live on boats! in the sea!

Limestones .

View at Halong Bay

this is the bridge that we crossed to go to Halong Bay .
Vietnam actually has really nice views.

first photo: world map in their national (fucking huge)post office
2: the cathedral
3&4: these are handicap people working , they make art out of egg shells,
mother of pearl .. and its reali pretty!

couple taking wedding photos outside the cathedral.
2,3 & 4 : post office, inside

cathedral .
i love stained windows .

1,2 & 3 : the traps the Vietnamese built .
4: bomb shells

army tank and more traps .

hanoi city.

the ppl here eat on tiny, short tables and sit on tiny short stools.
they even wash their hair outside the shops .
and there are Alot of tricycles . to bring tourist around, not exp USD1.

Hanoi is FILLED with motorcycles.

1st: water puppets
2 : yanyan & yingying. my little sisters on the trip
3& 4 : the restaurant we had lunch,
and how buildings there look like . long and narrow .
cos they believe its prosperous - good for business - like feng sui.

1 : turtle statues , one of the aunties ask me go rubrub the tortoise head
good for education cos u see the wall on the tortoise? yea.
those are the name of the scholars.

2,3,4 : is their temple of literature

Water puppets video.

2008-02-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

i miss you so much .

i dont even feel myself now .

nt talking to u , not hearing the sms tone beep on my phone , not seeing u online .

i dont even feel like eating .

i really hope everything will be ok again , soon .

i miss you bii .

mistakes .

2008-01-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes when ur frustrated , u say the worse things . especially to the people u really care about . and then - everything , and even things that hv been going perfect would really just take a turn for the worst .

i just pray that u will have faith in us .
in everything we had until the very second i messed up .
i hope u will trust me , like how u alwys have . and i hope u know that i do love u - so much .
and all i want to do now is just be with you .
i reali want u to be there in perth with me - so i can share everything i have with you . everything i feel with you .

ohmy.

2008-01-21T04:23:00.000+08:00

i just read through the units i`m supposed to do for tis and nxt year .

AND
OMG .
WTF.

WHY so fucking complicated ? hai lat jor . sobsob*

pls .. let me maintain my averageee ~

australia . is . stressing . meee !!

2008-01-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

why the fuck is perth taking so long !!

tulan tulan !!

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yday the boyfriend took me to Pavillion !! yay ~ and sakae sushi for lunch !!
yuum yum . went for lunch at 3something . then at 5 we left to Pavillion !!
pavillion is so pretty ! but the things there so expensive , sakit hati mau beli . later daddy chop chop ):

i bought a dozen J.Co donuts !!!!!!

but i manages to buy 2 tops from Dorothy Perkins !! i actually saw another one . but not in my size . damn sad lor . cos i reallly reallllyy liked it . so nice to bring to aussie . hehee =PPp
then boyfriend bought a pair of pants too !! i tink its nice . but he arr . no variety all jeans wan then he keep looking at the pants . nice meh ? nothing also zzz BOYS .

boyfriend is sick today ) :
he sleep sleep . duan wakey sobsob . girlfriend left alone .
then i bought boyfriend the keychain wang sheng bought for me and matt cos he say he wana play play like matt n i - alwys challenge whose keychain glow more !! hahaha
i so going to miss matt lor !!! sobsob* think bout everything we did tis year !! sobsob*

then mx bought my a pink ipod cover from HK !! its so pretty !! hahaa - now my ipod has been girlified !!

tmw im going to send my baby vios for service . then maybe i will shop shop again !! at pyramid . since i hvnt been there sinceeee november ?
i also need a haircut soon la . Zzz

busy busy busy !! ~

AND i miss my camera phone !! cos i damn lazy bring my camera out . and there are like reali a number of things i wana show . but becauseeee i lost my phone . now canot . WTF

VAIN MOMENT

2008-01-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

ahahahahhaha .

canot tahan la

i`m sorry

i
am
a
vain

Girlfriend

Friend

Daughter

Sister

*
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*
*
*
*
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u were warned !! =Ppp

2008-01-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

lol - i just took a test on facebook and it says i`ll fall for a sensitive guy ?
hmmmmm . Patrick Dempsey !! hahahahaha . McDreamy ~

You would fall for a Sensitive Guy
Your man will have dreamy, mysterious eyes and a shy, sweet smile. You'll be head over heels from the moment he first quotes Shakespeare to you in that inspired voice of his. Your Mr. Perfect knows how to be extremely romantic and is in tune to all your moods. He will be able share tears with you. He will always notice when you get a haircut or wear a special dress. Besides being poetical, he may be also musically talented and play you sweet melodies to win your heart. Needless to say, he will love you like crazy.

leme see .
boyfriend ....
shares tears ? notices when i get a haircut n the new dress - cos he hamsap !! hahaa no no no . lol dont kill meee baby !! =Ppp
boyfriend plays the guitar - but i alwys hear him jam MCR - Good Charlotte .
mana ada sweet melodies ????!!!

ok tonight i will ask for shakespeare !
sweet melodies !

wei i fuckiNG tulan now !
cos Jay Chou - drool drool*
is coming to KL . but *$&#*($&#&$#(
i will be in Perth - waddafark !! angry angry* lao gaiiiiii !!! sobsob

2008-01-09T03:29:00.000+08:00

dont u feel like sometimes the world works in such a way where u dont know what is happening ? when one thing can change to another thing in less than a second.

sometimes i feel im stuck in the middle of the part where 2 incidents intertwine as they are changing - and i get stuck in that little part where i duno how to act . what to say . what to think . and all i`m left with are my silent thoughts which sometimes i tink i, myself do not even dare think what more voice out .

what do i do in times like that ?

2008-01-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

it might not be forever.
but it feels like that .
at this moment .

~~i guess its just me .~~

2008-01-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel i have alot to do . but OH so little time .

and most of it is eating tis and that hahaa . dint u kno bangsar girls are all greedy piglets ! hehee (:

sometimes i feel i shd let go more
and care less
but i dont kno how to
sobs *

shopping for aussieee

2008-01-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday the boyfriend took me to the new mall at bukit tinggi, klang . cos he said he saw alot of things i would like to hv - and he wanted to go shopping !
waaa . i was there for like 7hrs . can u believe it ? walking around in heels . wahlao ! super keng lor . dint buy much - but finally bought my winter jacket for 200+ , a cute lil bottle, bought nail polish and tried the big apple donuts ! not bad lor actually - but i still wana try the J.co !! and when i reach aussie i MUST eat Krispy Kremeeeeeeee !!! omg . i am so greedy lol =Pp

boyfriend bought me a new white hairband(cos i am so innocent and pure) !! its preety - thnk u biBii ! (:
and he bought jeans ! and and we bought alot of little small things hehehe (:

muaxx . i am such a happy girlfriend (:

btw - boyfriend got a haircutttt ~ RWarr - suai ge ge !!

2008-01-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday darling !!

muaxxxx <3 from kelvin and meee ~

2008 !!

2008-01-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

i am so fucking excited its 2008 edi cos tis means that nxt month i am leaving tis stupid place. and flying off to perth !! hahahahahahahahahahaha - with the boyfriend ! (:
but we wont be going to the same uni - but also good la . then can re-Join the retard brother - and meet the stupid boy in perth !! hahaha so nice . actually , i tink i like the fact that i can run away from everything here - and start my own life there .
if i manage to get my PR - i`ll be staying there for at least 4.5 - 5 years then only coming home ! but if i come home and get a job with a lower pay - i doubt i`ll be coming back . my mommy disagrees with tis . but my daddy is ok cos he says one day i`ll grow up and ill have to start my own life . growing up is not easy lor .
i will miss home . i will miss my darling girls . i will miss my frens . the people i love and cherish - but thats why we have msn - email right ?

daddy bought me my laptop edi . and i`ve been shopping alot tis past week . cos mommy keeps asking me to buy this - buy that . wahlao . lucky got sale lor . or not ham chat edi . then bought big luggage bag . during this whole process - i feel i am quite fortunate lor . cos i have my parents . emo emo*

anyway . how was everyone`s new year eve ? lol .
mine was damn funny lor . went up to genting with my frens . cos they all wanted to see fireworks . i just wanted to go somewhere . then we ended up watching fireworks at 12am in the car lol all mad edi . then we dint even reach the peak of genting cos it was fcuking jam - so we went 3/4 up then came down again Wtf right . then we dropped by at awana to meet the boyfriend !!! he so song - go up wit dad`s company all - book ballroom , eat buffet and have some kinda countdown thingy

anyway . i was planning to do like a short recap thingy bout my 2007 year . hahahah but i feel i type damn alot edi - nvm la . i syok sendiri abit

oki ~

how did my year start ? jan i was still in tbs - then in feb i transfered to sunway to join VU . which was quite fun lor . finally met Andrene - the siao poh . matt , kelvin , jeff and kok wai transfered together - so the 6 of us alwys hung out together . sit also sit together and i still remember kok wai owe Victoria Station for sem1 !!

then - err . got closer again to the 2 stupid boys - matt and kelvin .

and got togehter with boyfriend afew months later . lol - and still with boyfriend .

then met ivan and yoong . both also siao siao wan . yat 7 watch porn wan . never ever sien wan ! hehee =Pp

then during first sem - constant clubbing at maison . but now maison damn alot of tao kei . not nice . pplus my phone hilang there oki !! not that i left in on the table or something like that . i went into the dancefloor - came out , 5 mins later i realise my phone hilang . damn potong lor . high high edi then lose phone - straight away sober . Wtf - potong potong
lucky going aussie edi can get new phone through the contract thingy that they have over there !!

then - went bangkok - shopping heaven !!! i want to go again ! sobsob*

fast forward ~ end of sem2 . decided to go perth !!!

then my girls and the boyfriend did a small bbq party for meee for my birthday ! and they fucking smash the yummy mango cake on my face wtf . and i was upset(abit) cos i tot boyfriend still in turkey - but mahai all tipu me lor . too much lor . boyfriend and girlfriends pakat against me .

but - the worse thing was that you both did it again .
the shouting . the screaming . the crying . the midnight anger .
it broke my heart .
and i know that it is beyond my control and now that i will be leaving and wont be here for 9 out of 12 months - i really hope everything will work out for the best because we`ve alwys been like tis for years and somehow we alwys found a way so pls lets find a way to be like that until the end of everything - cos it will be very hard for me if you guys shd crumble . cos i know i will as well .
and i know i said some really mean things during that period . im sorry .

usually . i hv like alot of things to say .
but i feel tis year was alright - it really was
i have you . im yours . your mine .
i have the 3 of u . my constant support .
i have the rest of u out there - altho we`re all far far away from each other most of the time . im glad that we still have each other in our hearts .
then all the people that im close to in uni . college . school .

there may not be a perfect life .
but in my heart - what is not perfect might be perfect enough for me .

once again . hope u guys have a great year .
cos im hoping mine will be awesome !

hugs and kisses !!

and yes btw .
chace crawford is sooo fucking hot . pls google him .
omgg - even the boyfriend says he is hot !! lick lips* (baby you kno ur alwys the hottest in my heart)

happy 2008 all

2008-01-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

maybe i`m still a lil girl - living in tis little world of mine

if only life was a lil more fair

my only wish this year !

2007-12-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) YOU'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
YOU`re all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) We'll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
You`re all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
YOU`re all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.

******

merry christmas all .
hope u spend it with the ppl dearest to ur heart .
cos i`ll be spending it with minee <3

muaxx *

wee ~ back jor !!

2007-12-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

vietnam was nice . but i dint get my winter bajus =(

then i just came home from dinner at renaissance !! and a one night stay !
hahah was so fun being wit my girlfriends and their boyfriends hahaa . 5 of us in a room !

all 'yi yan sai kai' . my babi boyfriend still in turkey - sob sob !

nv text me also . sniff sniff *

miss you bii =(

2007-12-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

zzz . my Vietnam flight has been brought forward to 7+am on Saturday morning ..
Zzz . 5something need to reach KLIA .
Zzz . 4something need to leave home WTF

the only good thing would probly be the fact that we will be transiting through Bangkok ? so hopefully some shopping . and i love Bangkok food !!! yumm yum

) :
the boyfriend still hasnt texted me - to tell me he`s safe in turkey .
its been 12 hrs + edi . sobsob ) :

) :

2007-12-13T03:46:00.000+08:00

the boyfriend`s leaving mEee in 6hours to go to Turkey with the family .
for 13 days ! omg .

thnkfully i`ll be in Vietnam for 6 of those 13 days .
and by that time Jay will be back to pui meee EHSAN ! yumyum

will miss u lots bii !! muaxx <3

duno which fucker trying to kacao my blog . fuck off

2007-12-10T02:08:00.001+08:00

had dinner in TGIF recently with tis monkeys .

couldnt resist the food being advertised on my blog LOL

sue yee !

the boyfriend`s friend calamari - not nice

she`s enjoying her mac + cheese

dreamy boys

eugene`s burger .

bf #2`s fish and chips !

the boyfriend , bf #2 & eugene !

my yummy chicken salad !!

boyfriend`s beef .

yummy yummy mud pie !

WAI SEK !

she will never admit she loves cigarettes .
but will alwys steal wan ! swt

Zzz - boyfriend lost . 4-0

MATT`s SEXY ASS !!!!

just in case ,
u`ve missed ME (:

2007-12-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

i love family wedding dinners - esp when the alco is free flow and NEVER ENDING !!
i finish my glass i get to order another , and another and another . and family is much more fun once they are tipsy . esp my uncles LOL

i cant imagine if kelvin marries me . lolll

then mommy say later my future husband`s family get a fright cos my family 80% drunkards - uncles , aunties , grandfather , cousins and family frens lol then daddy say if my wedding he will kao tim cos the emcee`s talk alot then they all want to eat lol then my uncle said the guys voice damn irritating wtf .

anyway . i am going to perth .

and i heart <3 my boyfriend to bits !! muax ~

2007-12-06T02:10:00.000+08:00

i`m sorry
and i love you .
and i`d do everything .
as long as i have you <3

going crazy

2007-12-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

i can go UWA !! weee . my results can get me in !!
muax thnk youuu C for checking for meeee ! sayang sayang *
so i guess that means , i`m going to perth ? mommy says Perth is alright , and i think the living expenses there might be a lil bit cheaper - the rent and all la .
its so strange . cos UWA was my first aussie uni that i wanted to go - then after that i naik target lol to melb uni . but ok la . in the end balik balik also UWA .

now the only thing is .
THAT .

how ? what do i do now ?
i know ur first pick is melb uni - so was mine . but my grades arent that great la . and plus my parents are worried that later i can go in , but cant come out ) :
i kno u say u would go to perth for me . but when i hear that tone of hesitation in ur voice . i know that if u had a choice , u would want to go to melb or maybe unsw.
i know that i shd just let you go . but its not as easy as it might be .
its hard for me too ) :

maybe im selfish . i`m sorry .

i just really dont know what to do now . i cant ask u anymore cos i kno the more i ask the mroe pissed u will get . i cant ask u to think properly cos u sound like u dont want to do anymore thinking . u just want to give in - and come to perth with me .
but i really dont want you to regret later on.
i want you to come happy . and excited .

im sorry , again ) :

pls help me . what shd i do now ? sniff *

i`m afraid .
we`d become like tis

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down

stress - like - hell

2007-12-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

just got my damn results .

dint fail anything - but dint fare that well either . Zzz . so now i still have to pening kepala bout aussie cos i think this means i have fewer choices on MY fucking table edi .

GRrr .

still going to try afew more G8s and see how it goes .

i have so much to think .

where do i go ?
what do i major in ?
will i be with You ?

2007-12-02T03:21:00.001+08:00

i miss you . so so much ) :
<3

so so tired now . going to bed - will be dreaming of you !

oh no ~

2007-12-02T03:18:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd . no no no !!

i think JOGOYA IS FULL LAAA ON TUESDAY !

KNN .

update ~

2007-12-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

went for korean bbq buffet with mx and the boyfriend . omg . so FULL EDI !
finished dinner 4hrs ago , and i AM still so zhai . WTf

going to jogoya with mx , mommy and shelby`s mommy on tues night . yummy . stole the boyfriend`s VIP card . yummy yummy VIP dishes .

the week after that , will be staying over at renaissance with mx, shuf and the boyfriend . and buffet dinner AGAIN . omg .

i can feel it . fat . fat . fat . fat - can die wei .

last day of work is monday.

the boyfriend has been working for the past 2 days . and his commission now is more than he standard pay - Wtf . he`s working for ralph lauren, selling their fragrance lol .
i wanttt the miniatures biii ( :
i dont see much of him anymore ) :
like maybe once or twice a week only . sniff sniff . sob sob .

results shd be out by tmw night , say 9 or 10pm .

OMG . pls let me get a distinction average . around 73% so i can go aussieee !!

havent even managed to get myself a new phone yet . ZZZ - but if i do get to go aussie , then i shall just pinjam mx`s extra phone until feb !!

demonstrations in kl ?

2007-11-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

something must be going on . how come there are 2 demonstrations in just 2 weeks .
its either our government is useless , or 10 000+ citizens are wrong .
but dont u feel that our government is too conservative . and they are just overly protective of their muslim/malay people and their overly ridiculous rights . it seems like everything they do or want to do is for their own benefit .

lets see whether things will change

2007-11-27T00:59:00.000+08:00

the boyfriend has been gone for camp for 2 days .

and the worse part : no handphones in camp ZZZ = 0 contact with boyfriend for 2 days edi ZZZ :( sad *

but good part is : boyfriend will be home tmw nite .

and i found a job . at the shopping mall near my house hehehe (:
6 hours a day . 5 per hour (:

best la . can buy new phone liao ~~

2007-11-23T06:29:00.000+08:00

diu lor .

lost my phone .

wtf right .

2007-11-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

lol i`m so hungry NOW !

after seeing all the food ) :

clubbing tmw !! yay !!!

lemon garden @ shangri-la !

2007-11-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

noodle section

baby pao

chinese dishes

sashimi

sushi

sashimi

raw seafood

satay

dim sum !

salad

bread

cheese platter

desserts

chocolate fountain !

because the world is not perfect .

2007-11-19T03:37:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel i lose myself
i lose the person i am . the person i want to be . the person i yearn to be.
i want to be free. i want to hv the liberty of being myself . doing the things i want .
but i dont want to be lonely ) :
i`m afraid of being alone . but . i know one day i WILL have to grow up and learn to be alone .

sometimes i feel u are in your own world too .
and if u wanted , you could stay there and never come out .

i miss you ..
i loved you once, needed protection.
you`re still a part of everthing i do.
you`re on my heart just like a tattoo . i`ll alwys have you .

i need to be strong .
i need to take care of myself . prioritize myself . and protect myself
cos its best i dont depend on anyone else .

i know i`ll alwys hv you .

i wont cry .

i dont want protection anymore .

because things broken , mended . will still break - it just takes longer

holidayy

2007-11-18T19:59:00.001+08:00

exam is so so over ~ baby !!

Melaka trip !

Walking to Jonker Street ~

Hang Jebat`s resting place

he is ALWAYS eating ^^

boyfriend cam-whoring with me before Recharge Revelation !!

St Paul church ruins

at A famosa fort

i bought piggieeee (:

the trip was alright la . cos i got tix and accommodation provided.
the condo was for 4 . but matt they all duan come - hmph ! last minute FFk =Ppp

the rave was organised BADLY - but good thing was i managed to meet up wit my high school frens - who i hvnt seen in a while - and some of them complain i neglect them Zzz
the rave was A FIELD OF MUD . and i left my heels there - cos its HARD to walk u kno when ur heels keeps sinking in the MUD !!! Zzz
the guys had their shoes and jeans covered in mud . some of the mud was even on their shirts
and then - i came back with some rashes here and theree - so did most of the ppl who walked barefoot . and the worst part is I think the rash started cos that place where the rave is at - was a PETTING ZOO . which means alot alot alot alot of S-H-I-T !! swt
no wonder so smelly . Zzz

OH . it was my FIRST time in melaka - and i LOVED it (:

1 more to go ~

2007-11-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

3 papers down ! 1 more to go ..

marketing paper was ok ok la . the inventory question i tembak oni . hopefully can get at least 10 then i safe edi ( :
friday is ISB paper Zzz - alien language paper .
going to start studying tmw . today i wanted to study . but thennn - kena tempted by movie . TWO SUMMORE !! sei lor :
if mommy daddy or korkor reads tis - i sure kenaa liao lol

i watched bullets & brain . and then Stardust today !!
bullets and brain - ok la . chinese action show . got the tsang chi wai . lol he damn cute la . fat fat , round round . like humpty dumpty . loll

then stardust ~~
waaaa i like ! happily ever after show . and the girl - she SHINES (cos she is a star) . but she shines only if she is happy ( :
so when she dances with the boy , or sees him . then she starts shining ~~ schoo cute !
then there is the ship captain ! also so cuteee . jia jia want to be tough . but actually some sissy lol - and gay also i tink . loll
then - michelle peiffer , she is oldER . but still HWAT !!
how i wish when i`m 40+, 50 i look like her . lol sure boyfriend lao hau sui wan , hehhee =Ppp

friday .
after exam - planning to celebrate - no alco YET =PP
probably go dinner . TGIF or korean bbq buffet - mx want to comeeee ? ( :

2007-11-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

the - boyfriend - is - going - to

J O G O Y A

t o n i g h t !!!

N O W !!!

JEALOUS -NYA

and .

he . is . not . bringing . me ) :
and .
i`m ALL HOME ALONE . and LONELY ) :

actually he ask me to come - but his daddy`s company dinner
i duno if its proper for his girlfriend to go .
BUT . on the other hand ,
his daddy owns 1/3 of the company !

sob sob ) :

too bad . i`m homeee now .
aLone

JOGOYA -less ) :

i still love you biii =Ppp

finalS ~

2007-11-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

1 down - 3 more to go

jealous . mx they all finish liao . can-party-all-night LONG

) :

i still hvnt post my melaka photos yet - altho got nuthin much .
i miss melaka ~ want to go backkkkk

) :

mommy and daddy hv agreed to let me go melbourne in febb - but i tink i`ll only go if i get melb uni offer letter . the other unis i not very keen .

holidays coming . i want to go pangkor island . MORE specifically ,
Pangkor Island Beach Resort .

has anyone been theree ? pls tell me whether its nice and pretty (:

parents off on holiday again - in the beautiful seaside . haihh .

envy envy envy *
(cos its green with envy. geddit geddit geddit ??!!)

back to marketing books - sob sob .
econs at 1230 tmw ~ and i`m studying marketing -.-"

i`d tot u wld want to go .
turns out i was wrong .
was dissapointed .

AND shuf got a NEW PHONE for her 21st !!!
andddd - white gold chain and pendant from alvin`s parents !!
waaaa - so niceee .
we go dinner dinner soon oki ? after my exams ~ muaxx (:

boyfriend`s birthday !!

2007-10-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

boyfriend hving chocolate indulgence for his birthday !
and - laterrr . his girlfriend brought him for korean BBQ buffet !!!

(:

tomorrowwwwww ~

2007-10-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel you take me for granted

2007-10-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

been playing too much of tis game liao .

must stop .

finals .

haih ... s-i-e-N

just don`t .

2007-10-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

No matter what you say about love

I keep coming back for more

I keep my hand in the fire

Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
~~(or i`d just burn)~~

I learn every time I bleed

The truth is a stranger, soul is in danger

I gotta let my spirit be free

Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I'm sick of playing all of these games

It's not about taking time

When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver

It hurt enough to think that I could stop

I can't waste time so give me the moment

I realize nothing's broken

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done

Live every second like it was my last one

dont expect too much from yourself
the ride down from disappointment hurts much more than u would expect.

2007-10-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

when u leave ,

i know ur going to be alright .

cos u`ve alwys been independent .

its just me i`m worried for ...

photos photos ..

2007-10-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

at marche !!

dessert

crazy amount of potatoes .
their rosti supposed to be famous de .

drinks stand

boyfriend deciding what to eat .

pizza

salad

pasta

mushroomS !!

bakery

boyfriend`s half roast chicken .

my spaghetti

Eeeeeeeeee .

sor poh put eyeliner . zzz

they ask me to act like i`m enjoying my mango lo .

tis crazy man chaanged his pants outside uni .
by the time i took the pix edi too late . he edi pakai pants liao ):
WASTED

yummy yummy at klang !

****

Camwhoring at Sunway Pyramid 2 !!

matt as emo boy !!

grabbed the wrong pairs^^

2007-10-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

i am going to share with you guys something embarrassing .... so before i regret i better post it hahaa....

ok ..... i was window shopping wif boyfriend at the Garden in midv yesterday... vaio sucks and i went there just to check out their camera and camwhore abit ngek ngek....

then i used to ahem*grab*ahem bf ass one mahh...that day he was wearing black,... so i wasnt really paying attention to boyfriend lo.... then suddenly i got an urge to like grab something ma... so i reach out for my boyfriend's ass... there i was touching it grabbing it for like 6-7 seconds lo... sdly got 1 person tapping my shoulder ...i tot who the fuck is that guy tapping my shoulder...when i turn around guess who is he...

its my boyfriend..... swtz...

the rest of the embarrassing moment i think i will keep it to myself la hehehehehehe.....

photo post !

2007-10-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

kNn blogspot.
upload halfway then ko edi :(

sob sob . later upload again ! hehee

my dinner at tgif . hehee .

buffalo wings

shrimp martini
damn cute can ?

some duno beef wat wat . ooo
rack of beef !! i remember lol

some whitefish grilled .

cookies and ice cream !! for dessert

mud pie !!!

looks YUMMY ?
go try it then .
just click on the tgif ads on my blog . and it`ll take u to their 3-set-menu !!
if its not there . then just refresh the page cos its bound to come up !

*****

boyfriend`s sakura.
SOB SOB .
j-E-a-L-o-u-s !! ) :

lol . damn funny tis wan . studyin wit boyfriend ..

purple : me
black : boyfriend .

cant remember exactly how . but he asked,
so ur boyfriend not hot la now.

then i answered .
my boyfriend .. follow arrow ..
he`s supposed to read that ma - cos we were passing notes in library ..

when i say follow arrow . means when he reads it then it will point at him right .

then he answer ..

then i laugh non stop .

then he scold me ..

LOL . but i still laugh non stop !!

polis malaysia - can go mampus . thank you.

2007-10-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

zzz today damn eventful lor .

firstly something paiseh happen . kNN . duan to say - paiseh >< but tmw matt they all sure know wan .. sob sob ) ANYWAY . when mommy came home just now she told me my opposite neighbour aunty - almost died O.o

W T F right ?

mommy baked a cake yday nite ma , then she tot of giving the aunty cos she`s like around 60, 70 and she lives alone - her husband and children all in spore. then she doesnt want to stay with her other family members. then her last room tenant , she chased away cos she say the fella alwys hilang house key . and she say she likes living alone . quiet quiet . SWT

then today morning before mommy and my maid went out for bible study she went over to pass the cake to the aunty. then she call from outside also no response , went behind and call too - cos the aunty room belakang . also no response. then she ask my maid to try - my maid also say no answer. then mommy was abit reluctant to go wan cos she felt like somethings not right . but she just brushed it away lor cos she planning to go bible study ma . summore bake cake to bring there .. so she went lor

she came back around 2 . then my maid said .. ehh itu aunty tak angkat makan - cos she caters. then mommy suspect something wrong edi . go and call her again but still no answer so she went to tis other neighbours house to ask if the aunty got key anot . and at the same time call my daddy to come home - she scared something happen to the aunty . and she also called the polis malaysia - who were fucking useless fucking fucking useless . waste tax money to pay them . all rasuah babi !!! - later explain .

ANYWAY .
the aunty memang got key but oni the inside grills. so waited for my daddy to come home . then daddy climbed over the gate and opened the door . but after the grill got one more door and that door was locked. so daddy say canot simply break open ppls door ma . so mommy went to another auntie`s house - cos that auntie knows one of the opposite aunty`s relatives. then they called the relative - who then called the aunty`s brother .

by that time edi almost 4pm edi moomy said when her brother came . then the brother came and broke open the door . then they dint see anything . so went to the aunty room and broke open that door also then the aunty so kesian . cos she kena stroke then her leg canot move . then she like pee pee on the bed all edi . then she said she from 9something at night kena . but canot walk . then no energy to call out . canot walk to the phone . summore she stay alone . so kesian la . frm 9soemthing at night . till 4seomthing in the evening oni they can rescue her out .

then mommy said really thank god cos like she made cake . then tot of her . or not either nxt day - when the caterer food like hanging there then oni someone realise something wrong . or maybe friday when my maid go over to wash house ) : then they called ambulance - mommy said between 10mins the ambulance reach edi .

BUT the mother-fucking-knn-polis . they all break the door liao oni come . u kno how near the pondok polis is to my house . less than a 10 minute drive . and they took like an hour plus . somemore mommy said they all told them edi what happened .

fuck u polis la . take salary for wat . do this kind of work !!
somemore everytime complain ur pay low . then say thats why ambil rasuah . last year`s budget edi naik ur gaji . now the work ?? still the same .

u all balik kampung jadi petani la . thats why malaysia so much robbery , rape , murder . pls la . eat tax payers money . do something useful la . instead of goyang kaki inside pejabat like some datuk . government also useless . canot do anything about tis . alwys aiming fo rwawasan 2020 . wait for 4040 , the situation will still be the same because they will alwys have this attitude .

tak malu betul . even singapore smaller country can do much better. tak malu betul !!! damn geram !

happy birthday boyfriend !!!!

2007-10-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

heheeee (:

love youuuu lotss !!

<3

2007-10-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

muaxx . happy 11th boyfriend !! <3

backstreet`s back !!

2007-10-10T01:59:00.000+08:00

2007-10-10T01:36:00.001+08:00

fuck la .

i`m getting excited from watchin video clips from YouTube

WTF .

omg - fail

2007-10-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

its 1am in the morning .
and i`m on you tube watchin videos from the 90s !!!
and i`m enjoying every single one of it

... bsb !!
omg . nick carter so hott . drool * - ok FINE. used to be so hot !!
esp in tis videooo !!!

omg - i want to eat him la !! tiuuu

Lost And Found .. Zzzz

2007-10-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

tODAY !

i lost my purse at Mcds drive thru at ss15 -

but in the end i found it .

haih . 4 hrs . up and down police station zzz .

lucky got both boyfriends teman me (: muax !

gg . story time (:

started with some studying at mcds wit boyfriend . then on my way back to the car i must hv dropped my purse cos i was holding on to my books , stationary and my ipod. then when it dropped i dint realise lor cos purse drop got that 'thud' sound oni.

then when i reach home oni realise my purse hilang. then i straight called boyfriend but he said he dint hv it ... so i called matt(bf C /gg) and asked him to rush to mcds drive thru at 15 to go help me look while i drive back there *faint
on my way there matt told me there is this man who took my parking, the wife sed she saw 1 of the mcds staff picking up something black on the floor then covering with a white cloth. they all suspect its my purse cos mine`s black too!!

then when i reach there they man is actually a police off duty. so he asked the lady manager to check but she said she couldnt find. the he told me to go make a police report cos he only saw a lady in orange, mcds staff but he couldnt recall how she looked like.

so of cos la i tak puas cos takkan i just want to admit defeat like that . then matt told me that the mcds ppl said they have a cctv there outside the door, so mayb can see what happened. then boyfriend(he came back!!), matt n i went to talk to the guy manager but he said we can only view the video with a policeman so he gave us another option :
which is gathering all the lady workers wearing orange and placing them into a room so i can talk to them cos i told him that what i want back now is all my important things - ic, credit card, driving license ...
so we did that lor . then matt, boyfriend n i told them that if they gave me my purse back i wont report police, tell the manager and ask back for the money. if they gave it back now we can all go home. there were 4 indian ladies there. 1 she came in at 7pm so most probly its not her cos i left around 645. then the other 3 started talking in indian language ... finally all 4 also said that they dint take it, dont have ....
when we left the room ... boyfriend and matt told me they suspect its one of the 2 indian ladies there. but with no proof we couldnt do anything so we just went to the police station ..

at the police station, i made a report. but not those report lost kind of report cos i told the policeman the whole story, told him that i could only view the cctv with a policeman there and that we have 2,3 suspects.

then halfway while making the report the guy manager called. sed he has good news cos he managed to call the cctv ppl to dload the video between the time i left. so i told the policeman then told me to wait he will inform the guy in the office then the policeman in the office told me to go first and see why they called but after that make sure i come back and tell them wat happened . then 3 of us went there in MATTHEW`S SUAI CAR !!! which made me so excited i stop worrying bout my lost purse LOL !!

anyway . back at mcds the manager told us that he managed to view the video and in the video can see me and boyfriend walking back to the car. then how i dropped my purse and how his staff saw me drop my purse. how she walked and pick my purse up and walked pass boyfriend and i but we were not aware i dropped my purse. and then he said after picking up my purse she walked back in to the mcds. and so the only place they could think of where she could hv hidden my purse was the ladies and he asked someone to check . and ... my purse was reali there. everything was intact except my money . but he was nice enough to refund it lor .

haih .. what a LONG LONG night la . so tired edi .. but damn lucky lor . its like i nv lost anything ! thank god ( :

Clumsy me ) :

2007-10-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

I fell down today . after class on the way back to the car .
it rained the whole day today
then as i was walking back to the car . u kno the rm2 parking - i usually park around there . then as i was crossing over the drain on the far side from uni`s side gate - I FELL !!!
and summore i was telling matt and boyfriend to walk carefully cos it was wettt . and slippery. then as after telling them that - i tot to myself what if i was the one who fell ?

2 SECONDS LATER .
satu kaki dalam longkang ) :

so i cut my knee and elbow . and i tink i bruised my ribs - ouch

matt and boyfriend brought me back to IV to wash my wounds . wash my hair - cos it went into the pothole then got dirty water insideeee !!! ) :

manja manja boyfriend while he was putting antiseptic for me . thennnn .. i pinjam queens slippers cos my shoe wet . zzzz went into the drain ..

after that . i manja summore hehehee (:
then boyfriend brought me to pasar ramadhan !!!
and i had yummy lekor and roti john - not nice wan . ramly nicer ..
and brought satay homeeee !!! (:

hehee . thank uuu biiii <3

supposed to be doing accounts asignmenttt . but lazyy

tbs.1 reunion this thurs @ the curveeeeeeeee . yay !!

WeDdiNg

2007-09-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

Guess who i saw !

SOB - actually got 1 more video that wan has the ...
do u take him to be ur husband to have and to hold until death do us part ..

but canot upload zzz alwys hang kei halfway ) :

nvm la . use imagination abit (:

2007-09-29T01:21:00.000+08:00

.... I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, ~~she says~~
For the first time
Well maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
Can feel for the first time ... ( :