December

i never realised that life was goin to be tis tough
i never knew that as u grow up , simple things become more complicated . things that u take once thought came by easily doesnt seem to come by anymore
feelings and emotions which were so straight to the point now become complicated and confusing
the people that pass through ur life become less , but those that do come by now stay close to ur heart . in the end, those are the people that matter .

the more i try to change myself , the more walls i built , the less ppl that i open up too . the more i try to tell myself that tis is how i want things to be , this is how i am goin to protect myself . the more i ask myself , is tis the right way ?
hv i choosed the right path to walk on , the right ppl to walk on with ?
in the end , i realised that fuck tis . cos either way i will look back and wonder about the road that i dint take , and wonder if i took the right road .
i have to take action .
i picked my road , now i will sit and face whatever that comes !!

i aso know that no matter what i do , where i am , i`ll alwys have them in my heart .
i`ll alwys care for them ..
tis is something that will last until the day i die .
^^

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hou shi jing li de shi jie
yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
ni zhuan shen xiang bei
che lian hai shi hen mei
wo yong yan guang qu zui
jing ting jian ni de lei

zai che chuang wai mian pai hui
shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
ni zhan de fang wei
gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui
ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui

wo yi lu xiang bei
li kai you ni de ji jie
ni shuo ni hao lei yi wu fa zai ai shang shei
feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian chuan dou shi wo bu dui
xi su chan kui
wo shang ni ji hui

wo yi lu xiang bei
li kai you ni de ji jie
fang xiang pan zhou wei
hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
wo jia su chao yue
que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
xi shu chan kui
wo shang ni ji hui

ting zhi lang bei
jiu rang cuo chun cui
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* i reali feel tis song now .