weak weak weak

damn, i feel so weak .
i feel so UNDER semangat. i kno partially why i feel tis why. damn, i kno im not supposed to feel like tis. but as i sit here, it just comes to me.
i wished there was a way that i cld stop feeling like tis.
i tot i was stronger now, i guess it was just a phase? or was it because i had so much to do to occupy myself. now im so free, i .. i feel damn lost.
there are alot of things that i keep dreaming off, things that i envy.. but who am i to demand for what is not rightfully mine?
i nid to step away frm tis hole that keeps sucking me deeper n deeper in.
i nid to step away......