* grins

i feel reali proud of myself .
cos im learning to do things by myself , on my own . i reali hateD doin things by myself , everywhere i went or anything i did , i alwys wanted someone there with me . but after joining the gym , im learning to go on my own . its not as bad as i thought it would be . i alwys thought that doin something alone would seem reali sad , and lonely . but actuali it isnt , i actuali had fun . i guess joining was a good thing after all (:
my body was SOOOo sore yesterday . hahaaa ..


im aso starting to stop relying on people . im starting to feel that i can pull myself up .
is that arrogance ? or is that me being independent ?


im learning to let things go bit by bit .
hmm , tis is good . reali good .
i reali like how i am now . i feel that i can take charge of my life now . do bigger things now . im happy . and im proud of myself .
i had a feeling tis year was gona be a good year . lets hope it stays that way (: