when i first entered taylors . it was reali awkward for me cos i went in alone ... and then i was afraid i wouldn`t fit in . or i wouldn`t be able to find the right crowd to hang with . or maybe i would mix with the wrong type of people , and start to screw up . but fortunately , i meet the right people , the right crowd . and we i had alot of fun with this bunch of people .

but ...... good things always come to an end
and that was what happened to us .

nowadays .. i feel as if i dont kno them or maybe its just me .
i dont feel like i belong there . and the people i miss most , are so far away ..
or i dont see them much anymore . my girls .. the guys from school ..
there was a period that i kept hanging out wit the tbs group . and then whenever we had some gathering or party , i couldnt attend . or when the guys called me out for drinks . i would be busy . now i feel so guilty .. and so meaN cos now i realised that i shouldnt have done that . cos most of the ppl from tbs are just out to have a good time . they dont value ur friendship , or at least they dun see it as an importance whereas the people i meet along the way in my life - those are the people who are actually there for u , who pick u up when ur down , brings u out to cheer u up , puts a smile on ur face when life hits u with its worst ... those are the people that u can call when ur car breaks down , and u`ll know that they would drop everything and come save u .
they ARE the people who will stay in ur life , and make a difference

to the people who ive neglected - im sorry ..
and im trying to fix that . i miss you all so much . i miss the times we used to had . the late nite movies . the late nite yam chaS .. the late nite driving to god-knows-where .
im so sorry if i made u feel like u were nothing to me cos u are .. you are the people that will put me in ur heart and keep me there . and for that - i thank you .