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after i did that tag . i tot of you . and all my past relationships and hook -ups .

aNd i realise that after we broke up ...

everything that u said before to me . everything u promised . everything u tried to make me understand just disappeared into thin air like how you and i as a couple did . i tried lying to myself , tried convincing myself that it wasn`t true cos i thought i reali knew you . and the you that i knew was too sweet , and nice to do such a thing .

u were so sweet before . telling me how much i meant to you and how we were goin to make everything work ...

sometimes when i think back , i feel all that we`ve been through was not so real after all .
honestly . i can`t stop being angry at you . upset . and disappointed . after all we had together , i would`ve expected something better frm you . and not any of this ...

later on . i heard it frm so many others that you`ve changed and that they all feel that the you before has gone and another in your place . someone more cold , self centered.

and now . that i kno you`ve moved on ... and let me go . forgot me like how u`ve done to all ur ex -es . i finally feel that now is the right moment to just stop thinking about you . stop caring . stop getting upset and angry . and just put you somewhere far far away where my thoughts canot reach you .

i sincerely wish you the best . cos i kno it is the right thing to do . mayb somewhere years later i might bump into you on the street or in a mall . mayb then we can say hi . and start over as frens .

Until then .. all i want to do is keep you far far away from my thoughts .

End .