going crazy

i can go UWA !! weee . my results can get me in !!
muax thnk youuu C for checking for meeee ! sayang sayang *
so i guess that means , i`m going to perth ? mommy says Perth is alright , and i think the living expenses there might be a lil bit cheaper - the rent and all la .
its so strange . cos UWA was my first aussie uni that i wanted to go - then after that i naik target lol to melb uni . but ok la . in the end balik balik also UWA .

now the only thing is .
THAT .

how ? what do i do now ?
i know ur first pick is melb uni - so was mine . but my grades arent that great la . and plus my parents are worried that later i can go in , but cant come out ) :
i kno u say u would go to perth for me . but when i hear that tone of hesitation in ur voice . i know that if u had a choice , u would want to go to melb or maybe unsw.
i know that i shd just let you go . but its not as easy as it might be .
its hard for me too ) :

maybe im selfish . i`m sorry .

i just really dont know what to do now . i cant ask u anymore cos i kno the more i ask the mroe pissed u will get . i cant ask u to think properly cos u sound like u dont want to do anymore thinking . u just want to give in - and come to perth with me .
but i really dont want you to regret later on.
i want you to come happy . and excited .

im sorry , again ) :

pls help me . what shd i do now ? sniff *

i`m afraid .
we`d become like tis

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down