i wiSh .

i wish ...


i could go back in time .
to a time when i knew what in my life .
to a time before when i knew who my friends were . who were real to me .
to a time when i knew how to take my steps .
to a time when . u existed ?


but i can`t . yea . i know that .


if oni i could ...
there`s so many things i might hv said or done . things that won`t lead to today .
mayb tis is how u grow up ?
u make mistakes , and u find ways to correct them ? or u find ways to ensure that past mistakes are not repeated ..




farewell dinner today
i din`t like .
i din`t feel like i belong .
even after that , i still felt like i din`t .
i duno where i belong anymore .
i hate myself for feeling like this .