i HATE you

i used to trust ppl alot
i used to share alot of things with the people i care and are close to
but along the way
i learnt that at the end of the day , u can oni rely on urself . and that its better to trust no one . cos the truth is , no one can reali be trusted .

after yday nite`s event ..
tis makes me even more certain that i canOt trust anyone except myself .
i hate it when things like tis happens .
and thats why . i HATE u now .
because u heard something , and couldnt keep it to urself .
because of u .. now someone i care about has misunderstood me .
because ppl talk , thats why no one can be trusted .

i hope i never see you .
never ever talk to u ..
tis is how much i hate the sight of u . i hate ur presence . everything ABOUT YOU

i was right when i told the others
why must u let other`s frm other classes join the trip . and they said ..
no la .. all frens ma .
look wat happened .
if they weren`t there .
nuthin would`ve happened ...
if i wanted a speaker phone . i would`ve asked for one .

i dint .
cos i asked for silence . i asked for trust .
i did not ask for this ................

don`t ever ask me why i like to keep things to myself .
why i dont trust others .
why i oni rely on myself ..
tis is WHY i do the things i DO

thnk god i still hv my girls ..