questions

am i feeling too much and thinking too little ?
am i doin the things that i should be doing ? instead of the things that i want to do ?
is tis week a sign that i should follow ? or should i just ignore it and take it as a challenge ?
did i make a mistake by allowing this to happen ?
what should i do now ?
im scared . or at least i feel im scared
how can something so perfect , become so difficult and so confusing in just afew days ?
grrr *** damn geram .....
i dun like tis feeling at ALL .