there comes a time, where the best thing to do is to stop caring about others.

after reading sue`s blog ... i feel so touched.
altho my journey with Student Council ended earlier than i`d expected, it brought me closer to a classmate. if it weren`t for SC, i doubt i would`ve gotten tis close to her (: aww. i kno i will tak sampai hati when she leaves nxt year, but i kno that she`ll be in my heart like how i`ll be in her`s. it`s a pleasure knowing u girl. so lets enjoy the nxt few months (: * huGs !

aNd ...
she is right bout the blog. the blog has lost it`s purpose - because the people in the class have lost that spark. the very spark that made them all click together. that feeling that they shared with each other. and its good that its now gone cos we`ve all gone our own ways, have our own views and perceptions towards each other.
the things that have happened, happened for a reason.
the things which have been said , the things which were hidden and are now revealed, happened because people made them happen. accidents occur once, maybe twice. but now over and over again.
the people we once trust have now turned their backs against us .. happens not because we just stop trusting. it happens because we are too blind to see the truth and we believe what people want us to believe.

and then ...
there are people out there who can be trusted, and then there are those that cant. there are also those who act in a very convincing manner.
god has made us different from every other living being in hopes that we are able to see, to feel, to know the difference between real and fake. right and wrong. truth and lie.

Does this darkness have a name?
This cruelty, this hatred, the lies, how did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?
What happened to us that we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return, but knowing that some would be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows.
Swallowed whole by the darkness.
Does this darkness have a name?
Is it your name?

this is closure.