01.05.07

* don`t kno if u remember . or if u even bother anymore .
but u were supposed to tell me something today , i actually forgot . but i wrote it down somewhere and while i was looking for something , i saw it .
don`t even kno if u still bother .
or whether it matters anymore .

but maybe . if u so happen to read tis .
i still want to kno what it is , regardless of what it is .

and remembering the things u said to me , bout how u still care . and i`m still special .
crap .
i guess i was so blind , and dumb . cos - actions speak louder than words , right ?

and everything shows me that everything u said was just to make things end better . and yea . that hurts . but it`s ok - i`ve learnt to block this hurt .. *