because the world is not perfect .

sometimes i feel i lose myself
i lose the person i am . the person i want to be . the person i yearn to be.
i want to be free. i want to hv the liberty of being myself . doing the things i want .
but i dont want to be lonely ) :
i`m afraid of being alone . but . i know one day i WILL have to grow up and learn to be alone .

sometimes i feel u are in your own world too .
and if u wanted , you could stay there and never come out .

i miss you ..
i loved you once, needed protection.
you`re still a part of everthing i do.
you`re on my heart just like a tattoo . i`ll alwys have you .

i need to be strong .
i need to take care of myself . prioritize myself . and protect myself
cos its best i dont depend on anyone else .

i know i`ll alwys hv you .

i wont cry .

i dont want protection anymore .

because things broken , mended . will still break - it just takes longer