2008 !!

i am so fucking excited its 2008 edi cos tis means that nxt month i am leaving tis stupid place. and flying off to perth !! hahahahahahahahahahaha - with the boyfriend ! (:
but we wont be going to the same uni - but also good la . then can re-Join the retard brother - and meet the stupid boy in perth !! hahaha so nice . actually , i tink i like the fact that i can run away from everything here - and start my own life there .
if i manage to get my PR - i`ll be staying there for at least 4.5 - 5 years then only coming home ! but if i come home and get a job with a lower pay - i doubt i`ll be coming back . my mommy disagrees with tis . but my daddy is ok cos he says one day i`ll grow up and ill have to start my own life . growing up is not easy lor .
i will miss home . i will miss my darling girls . i will miss my frens . the people i love and cherish - but thats why we have msn - email right ?

daddy bought me my laptop edi . and i`ve been shopping alot tis past week . cos mommy keeps asking me to buy this - buy that . wahlao . lucky got sale lor . or not ham chat edi . then bought big luggage bag . during this whole process - i feel i am quite fortunate lor . cos i have my parents . emo emo*

anyway . how was everyone`s new year eve ? lol .
mine was damn funny lor . went up to genting with my frens . cos they all wanted to see fireworks . i just wanted to go somewhere . then we ended up watching fireworks at 12am in the car lol all mad edi . then we dint even reach the peak of genting cos it was fcuking jam - so we went 3/4 up then came down again Wtf right . then we dropped by at awana to meet the boyfriend !!! he so song - go up wit dad`s company all - book ballroom , eat buffet and have some kinda countdown thingy

anyway . i was planning to do like a short recap thingy bout my 2007 year . hahahah but i feel i type damn alot edi - nvm la . i syok sendiri abit

oki ~

how did my year start ? jan i was still in tbs - then in feb i transfered to sunway to join VU . which was quite fun lor . finally met Andrene - the siao poh . matt , kelvin , jeff and kok wai transfered together - so the 6 of us alwys hung out together . sit also sit together and i still remember kok wai owe Victoria Station for sem1 !!

then - err . got closer again to the 2 stupid boys - matt and kelvin .

and got togehter with boyfriend afew months later . lol - and still with boyfriend .

then met ivan and yoong . both also siao siao wan . yat 7 watch porn wan . never ever sien wan ! hehee =Pp

then during first sem - constant clubbing at maison . but now maison damn alot of tao kei . not nice . pplus my phone hilang there oki !! not that i left in on the table or something like that . i went into the dancefloor - came out , 5 mins later i realise my phone hilang . damn potong lor . high high edi then lose phone - straight away sober . Wtf - potong potong
lucky going aussie edi can get new phone through the contract thingy that they have over there !!

then - went bangkok - shopping heaven !!! i want to go again ! sobsob*

fast forward ~ end of sem2 . decided to go perth !!!

then my girls and the boyfriend did a small bbq party for meee for my birthday ! and they fucking smash the yummy mango cake on my face wtf . and i was upset(abit) cos i tot boyfriend still in turkey - but mahai all tipu me lor . too much lor . boyfriend and girlfriends pakat against me .

but - the worse thing was that you both did it again .
the shouting . the screaming . the crying . the midnight anger .
it broke my heart .
and i know that it is beyond my control and now that i will be leaving and wont be here for 9 out of 12 months - i really hope everything will work out for the best because we`ve alwys been like tis for years and somehow we alwys found a way so pls lets find a way to be like that until the end of everything - cos it will be very hard for me if you guys shd crumble . cos i know i will as well .
and i know i said some really mean things during that period . im sorry .

usually . i hv like alot of things to say .
but i feel tis year was alright - it really was
i have you . im yours . your mine .
i have the 3 of u . my constant support .
i have the rest of u out there - altho we`re all far far away from each other most of the time . im glad that we still have each other in our hearts .
then all the people that im close to in uni . college . school .


there may not be a perfect life .
but in my heart - what is not perfect might be perfect enough for me .


once again . hope u guys have a great year .
cos im hoping mine will be awesome !

hugs and kisses !!

and yes btw .
chace crawford is sooo fucking hot . pls google him .
omgg - even the boyfriend says he is hot !! lick lips* (baby you kno ur alwys the hottest in my heart)