thoughts

there is so much i wana say , but im so freaking lazy to type them all down .
it was easier when my pc was in my room , cos whenever i felt gatal to type , i just go there , sit down n type . and my pc was 24/7 on .
NOW , i have to switch on evverything .. load .. come to my dad`s study , on the modem .. zzzz . so many things to do , better dont do rite ? hahaaa


today not so lazy so will blog .
WARNING : will be PRETTY long . those with no patience better close tis window lo (:


1 . HIM , ( i shall rename him to .. TheJackAssofAPig TheBluePig , cos of reasonS ) ..
i was thinking of everything between him and me .. and how things are between us now . altho everything is alrite , and we`re frens and all now .
i feel as if i`ve been lied to ;
now he`s sorta with this girl , after EVERYTHING that we went through , all those things that he told me .. all those reasons .. all those EXCUSES .. all those WHY NOT ..
haihhs .. serves me rite lo , like RetardEDBrother said , we went to far , too fast .
at least now im not so down when it comes to things about him .. but sometimes i just can`t help myself .. and i tink of him . haihhs .. i feel like taking a stick and beating him until i feel better . nyek nyek nyeKk ..


2 . ThePwenguin
i`m getting used to being on my own , on NOT relying on others .
thx for walking away , now i`m learning to be independent .
i tink his BITCH-of-A-gf will be flying home soon , lol .. i still feel like chopping her , at times .
and to think there were times when i defended her in front of him , times when i said .. ayoo , girls are abit like tis , like that wan la .. dun so siu hei la ..
if i knew what a BITCH she was , i would`ve told him to FUCKING leave her , cos she treats him like a DOG . AND i am NOT the only one who thinks tis way .
nyek nyek nyek .. selfish , childish .. B I T C H .
what to do , rich , spoilt girl ma . must forgive them =Pp ' nuff said .


3 . Suay - suay October
My friends grandma passed away last week .
God rest her soul .

* October ending soon, phew ..
Reali bad month ..


4 . My week
Been out every nite tis week , not enuff sleep edi .
Go supper la , go out with RetardEDBrother for movie , for bowling .. so tired .
RetardEDBrother isn`t staying at home , n he`s using cousin`s car , so he has 24 hrs of freedom .. hahaaa . but its ending soon , cos uncle is coming back frm AussIeee !! =PPp on MONDAY !!
I watched Saint Ange , and screamed in the cinema , stupid RetardEDBrother couldnt stop laughing after that .. gRrr .. * beat beat beat !!
Anyway, it was pretty dumb in the end .. i dint reali understand it .
Something about handicapped children .. i duno la ..
NO shocking scary after effects, like The Skeleton Key ..
RetardEDBrother , i got more movies i wana watch .. fast fast ..
Corpse Bride !!


5 . MyBlankie
Flying home on the 20th !!! wEeeeeeeee .. cant wait to see him again !!
missing u sOOoo super much ! muaXxx (:


6 . Daniel Lee
DANIEL LEE , Malaysian IDOL 2`s single is out . Go get it , got Mimpi ..
* dreams .. he so cute .. rwarrr ..
Go get k !! rm9.90 oni ..


*- ehh , not that long aso .. hehee . goin for lunch now . muaxxx all !!